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Saturday, 14 November 2009

  • DAY 70; I am hearing to Ashley Tisdale;Me without you!

    Its just you and me,
    And theres no one around,
    Feel like im hanging by a thread,
    Its a long way down,
    I've been trying to breathe,
    But im fighting for air,
    I might of all turned low, With no place to go,
    But your always there,

    (Chorus)
    When everything falls apart
    And it seems like the world is crashing at my feet,
    You like me the best,
    When im a mess,
    When im a worst enemy,
    You make me feel beautiful,
    When i have nothing left to prove,
    And i can't imagine, how i make it through,
    Theres no me without you,
    No me without you, no, no.

    You hear what i say,
    When i don't say a word,
    You are the rising sun,
    your the place i run,
    You know how it hurts.

    (Chorus)
    When everything falls apart
    And it seems like the world is crashing at my feet,
    You like me the best,
    When im a mess,
    When im my own worst enemy,
    You make me feel beautiful,
    When i have nothing left to prove,
    And i can't imagine, how i make it through,
    Theres no me without you.

    No me without you,
    Theres no me without you,
    No me without you.

    And, whaen you say 'baby,
    Its gonna get better',
    I believe you,
    And i wish that somehow,
    I could see me,
    The way that you do,
    With my imperfections,
    You think im perfect,
    When it's not easy,
    You make it worth it.

    (Chorus)
    When everything falls apart
    And it seems like the world is crashing at my feet,
    You like me the best,
    When im a mess,
    When im my own worst enemy,
    You make me feel beautiful,
    When i have nothing left to prove,
    And i can't imagine, how i make it through,
    Theres no me without you.

    No me without you, no, no
    No me without you,
    No me without you, no, no, no

    For you;you once.

    Terribly in love with this song right now.♥

    This is how my heart sings now.

    "Forgetting you is possible.

    But what is impossible are memories.

    I will keep u in my heart tightly."

    Loves,

    signed off at 12:33pm on 151109.

  • DAY 69.

    Happy to add secondary school friends back in facebook. Syamsul and Eusoff. Suddenly hope to have a sec sch gathering.5N2,4N5 or even 3N6 people.But i guess is just only a tot.Maybe can discuss with Aili.Hehes! Really miss those days when only all of us are out to make fun n joys in class apart from studying. Syamsul is really very funny. Also can ask Meiyin,Quling n Guihua,Mavis etc to come..Anyway,great that most of the people are living well.

    Everyone has changed~ Boy to Man. Girl to Women.Single to Married.I knw i m lame la. But cant help to feel the changes ard us even i myself has changed alot. Alot till at times i also dont knw which is the most inner me.I just feel that at times,i keep on going just for the sake of keep on going.I dont know how to handle my own emotions.Smile also dont knw because is happy or just to hide my sadness..

    I really miss secondary school days. So innocent,so blur,just like that going thru those 5 years! Mrs.Goh,Mr.Yip,Mdm Ang etc..They are really nice teachers.Miss them esp Mrs.Goh! Prayed everyone is all living well now! Jiayou!

    Gdnite everyone!

    Loves,

    signed off at 8:35pm on 141109.

Friday, 13 November 2009

  • DAY 68.

    Ytd,I just realised what i detest to do when i m alone.I hate to take mrt from orchard to home alone.The place made me felt so cold.I cld see everyone,but it wasnt like that once.I dont like.I hate the feeling.So lonely and cold.Anywhere is alrite but orchard.

    Actcually,the more you hate a thing,it shows that u cant face the reality,u cant face the happenings, the person. Just when u only thought u are just saying dont go to a place or saying i m alrite, is a symtomp of showing that actcually you are nt alright,you are only escaping.I always think i did face it,but smhw,there are things i cant overcome,its pointing to me directly,but i choose to avoid internally.But there are some things i knw i have to.

    Last few days ago,i went to grandpa hse; there are many emotions over covering me that i almost cried.I dont wish to disclose anything here.But,this was how i felt at that day,at that instance.

    Today ISP presentation.It wasnt david but its zel.Lucky also! Zel did talk alot rather then yeenoh n bel. Yeenoh gave me a smile after the presentation.I hope its alrite.I guess everyone must have really put in alot of their efforts.I hope everyone will obtain their desired grades! All the best to myself and 2F.

    I m just feeling tired,tired,tired.

    Finally is the hols;but i hoped hols wont come also.

    I hope i can just continue to work work work.

    Smtimes,i know its meaningless but i guess i might feel btr also.

    THIS HOLIDAY IS REALY FARKING SICKENING.

    I HOPE IT WILL END SOON!

    "It is always the person that you love and the one that you wanted to share your dreams with, are the one that took away the dreams from you." From a schmate of mine who wrote this;n i tink its rather meaningful.

    Wang Lee Hom - Everything.

    "Ni Jiu Shi Everything" / "Ni De Ai Shi Wo De Everything"

    I guess missing a person

    is not only just one part of it,

    the smallest particles of memory

     will also be missed." ♥

    Loves,

    6:58pm on  131109.

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

  • THE ONE N ONLY 65 DAYS IN 2009!

    Soso 65 days are gone.

    Soso 2 months plus has gone.

    Soso 2 months plus of time are gone.

    Soso 8weeks plus has gone.

    Shall it be described as slow ?

    65 also not 650 days.

    65 days gone.

    Did everyone spent it meaningfully ?

    Inside the circumference of 65 days,

    I feel fustrated,vexed,busy,stressed up,

    touched n also happy.

    I worked in Formula One,

    My made with love catalogue made me smile,

    My birthday at Pub with best fren,xuan and apples,

    My birthday gift given by all my frens.

    I just finished this time round ISP not long.

    and also other things in my life too.

    How about u,mr.unplaited hair guy?

    It must be also both very hetic yet meaningful to you too?

    Mr unplaited hair guy,i cant deny the fact that

    I still mind mind mind every single movements about you,

    But whatever i say now,

    I guess it will only come to nought.

    I guess,the next time i see fireworks,

    I will think of ya!

    You are drifting away each day.

    And each day,

    the drift = 1000 steps.

    Gradually to infinity.

    And as for now;its sincerly hurting alot;

    though is of no use anymore.

    :(

    Signed off at 8:21pm on 101109.

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • ALL 3 WEEKS HAD PASSED!

    LEFT OVER: CARICATURE.EDITS OF CATALOGUE N POSTER!

    COMING WED : 11AM-11:30AM : HAND IN ISP

    COMING  FRI : 9:30AM-12:30PM : ISP PRESENTATION

    NO.17 TO PRESENT! I TINK ARD 11PLUS THEN I WILL START TO PRESENT BA!

    WISH ME ALL THE BEST!

    THIS YR ISP,VERY DIFFERENT FROM YEAR ONE.

    ISP LECTURERS: ENOH,BEL N DAVID!

    ANW,FINALLY HOLIDAYS SOON,IN A WEEK TIME!

    LOVES,

    SIGNED OFF AT 8:34PM ON 071109.

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  • Uknow_Juan
    mellmell~~~~how r u a!!! wat r u doin those day.when we meet out?
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    yoyo mell.....holiday holiday!!!! haha~~~so happy cya on monday
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    jiayou mell~~~~
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    haha~~thanks really a happy day with u all...... hope to meet out soon!!! jiayou jiayou!!!
  • jaetong
    we are really too tired after 2 week plus 3 days hope that tis short time can have enough sleep and rest ~! jia you~! aza aza hwaiting
    • Posted 3/12/2009 10:52 AM
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  • jaetong
    WAh same same, we both have same equal work JIA YOU~! let hold our hand together and fight the war~! :D take care~!
    • Posted 2/21/2009 12:41 AM
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  • jaetong
    wahaha really surprise by it~! great plan~! cause i normally do it with my friend instead ytd i was the one gt surprise :P
    • Posted 2/14/2009 10:27 PM
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  • flxkjj
    jiayou jiayou (:all the best for your work yah. need any ideas or suggestions or inspiration can tell us. lol, hope we did helped in some way though.SUSU * CHUNIE * JOONGIE * MINNIE * YUNNIE FIGHTING :D DONG BANG SHIN KI HWAITING! ^^
    • Posted 2/12/2009 9:11 AM
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  • jaetong
    wahaha~! yeah really tired about it, but we have to go throught, JIA YOU~! when tired must have some rst, after some rest at least u can do it faster :D
    • Posted 2/1/2009 6:39 AM
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  • flxkjj
    Mellmell! you fall in love with Changmin le?
    • Posted 1/30/2009 2:28 AM
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